“Everything was there, yet there was nothing”
“Loneliness took over and brought darkness along”
“Emotions were out of place”
“The need to be more visible grew”
“Insecurities clouded judgement”
“The ocean of thoughts, the waves that grew stronger day by day”
Creating an empty space…..
She stood still in the moment,
The camera captured her as she smiled,
At the corner of her eye was a tear waiting to come by,
The clicking sound started to hurt even more,
Someone who she isn’t she had to portray to the world outside,
She had to show she was strong and bold,
The world knew her to be so,
Inside she wanted to burst out and be free,
Away from all the people and all the empty lies,
She rushed and closed the door,
Droplets of tears dropped on the floor,
But she smiled for here there was no one to judge,
She was alone but still felt free,
And continued smiling even in this misery…
“Loneliness can make you feel alone even when you are in a crowd“
Seasons came and went,
From spring it was another winter then,
Leaves fell to the ground leaving what’s behind,
The cold air felt even colder now,
The frozen lake and the mountain peak,
A lonely winter she began to weep,
The woods knew her story,
The moon consoled her with light,
For the darkness she endured,
The fire warmed her with its touch,
The trees in the cold wind bowed to her to speak,
She lay on her bed and went to sleep,
For maybe the next day will be brighter for her than yesterday….
Her clothes were untidy,
Her cheeks had black blush on them,
She looked up and smiled but had a slight drop of tear in her eye,
No food, No where to sleep she says,
No where to go,
Her hands were overworked and there was no glow,
She wandered the streets all alone,
For there was no sight of relief or home,
Tyre’s and bags were her toys,
Bricks and stones were her life,
Her feet was bare with no shoes to protect,
She had no money to buy,
But still she laughed and smiled ,
She had nothing in life but still she had it all…..
She shut herself away,
Loneliness was her only friend,
She spoke to herself when she was in pain,
She was not insane,
She would cry for no reason at all,
Every single day she hoped she wasn’t alive,
Her family couldn’t understand her,
They scolded her and hoped she would change,
But little did they try to understand about their daughter’s pain,
She was going through a hard time,
Depressed with no motivation to live,
With no support,
She continues to struggle alone and live through the pain on her own….
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